I want tests. I want to know what went wrong. I want to know if it can be fixed. I am so frustrated that two doctors now have been unwilling or uninformed enough to not test for every reasonable cause. I am so not wanting to get the phone and call yet another doctor's office; not wanting to go through the hassle of trying to get my records; not wanting to spend the money and risk wasting my time again.
I just want to cry. I am so angry.